I know this isn't much, but stay strong. You can get through this.

I really hope so anon.. Thank you for your kind words

I don’t think I’m going to put Brock on the birth certificate… If he doesn’t want to be here then he’s not a father..
This idea makes me so sad though.. I don’t know what to do

How are you doing?

Honestly? I don’t even know anymore. He’s been gone 4 weeks, I’m 16 weeks pregnant, and I’ve come to try to accept that he’s not coming back. My dreams have other ideas though.
I’m at the worst point in my entire life, but keeping it together for the life inside of me, I have no other choice.

I’m so restless all the time.. My soul keeps reaching for yours but to no avail..